Jill: I feel so stupid as I write this, but for those of you interested enough to read, here goes.

I deleted the first part of my meditation with Archangel Metatron. I felt disconnected and for some reason uninterested. Everything that was happening outside my home, seemed to be deafeningly loud and distracting. So the conversation I was having seemed very disjointed to say the least.

Originally Archangel Metatron had been talking about how we need to learn to see similarities instead of differences, and that through the ages, there are many stories within the Bible that teach us we’re different. The classic story being that of Adam and Eve. It sets the thought transference that we are separate, outcasts and unworthy of God’s love; which, according to Archangel Metatron, couldn’t be further from the truth.

Archangel Metatron then went on to to talk about the importance of being open and gave me an analogy. I suppose some may call it a parable. When I showed frustration as to why stories with hidden messages had to be given, Archangel Metatron said that by telling a story it was easier for nearly everyone to relate to. Yes, they would each interpret that story differently, but at least they would find meaning and acceptance, instead of mistrust if just fact or mere points were given. The analogy/parable went like this….

There was once a man who lived in a village. One day whilst walking through his village, he came upon a building that was being dismantled. The man immediately thought to himself, "What a waste. A waste of a good building that could have been put to some other use. A waste of the people's time who originally built the building; and the destruction to the land around it." The man thought it was an ugly sight.

Some months later, the man decided to take another walk through his village. He was shocked to see that in the place of the building that had been destroyed, stood a beautiful hospital, built from the original brickwork of the dismantled building; and the land around it had been turned into beautiful gardens, thereby offering the people of his village, a place of solitude and rest when they required help.

The man had learnt openness, for he had now seen what beautiful things could be created out of old things, if we were able to consider the possibilities. When we view things from a closed perspective, we will see destruction and separateness; and yet when we look with an open perspective we can see beauty and possibilities.

It was our first sunny day with a clear blue sky at home. The temperature was around 16 degrees C (65F). Just warm enough to sit and soak up the sun. Glenn and I decided to go and meditate in the garden together. This was our way to reconnect with the mother earth. I told Glenn about my difficulty with Archangel Metatron, and how frustrated he must have been with me. I told Glenn I'd deleted my channelling from my laptop about three times, because it seemed so disjointed to me; and I was unable to clear my head to channel clearly. Glenn asked me what I could remember. I told him about Adam and Eve; the man and the building; and how none of it seemed either relevant or important to me; so I'd deleted it.

Glenn laughed at me out loud and pointed out that I too had just learnt the same lesson of openness, in that irrespective of what I'd typed, I was being guided by Archangel Metatron; and even if I couldn't have made sense of it, Glenn probably would have done, from a different perspective. Glenn pointed out that Archangel Metatron doesn't have the time or inclination to feed me rubbish, and that there must have been some profound meaning to his words; and also that I'd been extremely selfish and egotistical in deciding what other people should be allowed to read from channelling the angelic realm. The lessons were not just for me, they were for Mankind.

I felt such a dope; and told Glenn so. I was so embarrassed. Glenn asked me to go and type as much as I could remember, whilst it was still fresh in my mind. So here I am, eating humble pie.

In my haste and closed mindedness, I had dismissed and deleted the first part of my conversation with Archangel Metatron. My mind had been closed to the fact that, perhaps we all, at sometime, in each day, are closed to the possibilities that lay around us. After that analogy, Archangel Metatron then went on to show me how the energies of planet earth can be seen through spiritual eyes.

I was shown the world as though out in space. The picture given to me was showing that everything on our planet gives off prisms of light. So you can see at a glance, areas in the world that are dark and negative, and areas of the world that are light with positivity. Lots of different colours were emanating from the planet. But what was more interesting was that Archangel Metatron pointed out that the energies were dancing around. Not in a calm, easy, harmonious way, like they should be; but as though caught up in a frenzy.

Archangel Metatron explained that the energies aren't restricted to our planet, in that they radiate out into the universes, causing disruption to the other energies. Our energies on our planet are in disarray and misalignment, which is upsetting the energies in the universes.

To other planets, I guess we could be called the planet from hell. It’s no wonder, I think to myself, that other species don’t visit us. We’ve trashed our backyard, we’re polluting the planet with rubbish, noise, disease and chemicals; and despite the harm we can see we’re causing, we ignore it, thinking it isn’t affecting us.

You can just imagine it can't you. The Council of Elders getting millions of complaints from species on other planets, asking them to either shut planet earth up, or get rid of it. It's too noisy. The atomic explosions are driving them mad. We keep throwing our toys out into the universes and the energies are giving them all a headache. Meanwhile, The Creator makes his apologies and explains that the experiment will be finished soon and the chances are that we'll self-destruct; and that they'll all learn a great deal from it.

Look out for a book coming soon: The Planet From Hell.

Archangel Metatron has pointed out before, that mankind must realise that the planet is our home; not just the smallholding that most of us call our castle. Walk down almost any street and you'll find litter. Stay there awhile and see if anyone picks it up to dispose of it in a proper way. It's more likely you'll see someone drop more litter, rather than seeing someone pick it up.

This is the attitude we've adopted for our planet. If no one sees you defacing the planet, then it seems to be OK. Out of sight... Out of mind. But the tide is turning and at some point, we'll all get hit on the back of the head.

That’s as much as I can recall from the first part of my conversation with Archangel Metatron. Although I feel kind of dumb, it was also perhaps a great way of learning another one of life’s wonderful lessons. It’s one I can guarantee, I won’t forget in a hurry.

Here's what I did transcribe onto my laptop. You'll see the reference to what I've just written. Take time out to have a good laugh at my expense. Laughter is a great medicine.

Archangel Metatron: Blessed be. To those who are open to life’s experiences, the world holds many joys, but to those who are closed, life is a hard lesson to be learnt through trials and tribulations.

As beings of energy and light, how do you share your light with others? Do you cast dark shadows or bring more light where ever you go?

How do you see your world around you? Would you be aware that the energy compositions of a mountain and a bird are exactly the same? You may be surprised, but what I say here is true. A mountain and a bird contain the same amount of minerals and energies. The difference lies in the density of the composition and the energy it brings forth to others. Everything around you and in you comprises of swirling masses of protons and electrons. The only difference is that everything is combined differently. You’re wondering why I am telling you this and where it is leading to; but patience dear child, and we will reveal all. One of the greatest lessons you can learn is perception. If all human beings could see everything through spiritual sight, they would see swirling patterns of energies forever dancing, interconnecting and becoming one with each other.

However, it is mankind’s perceptions that bring about their narrowness of vision. In reality mankind is choosing to create and see an illusion. Mankind’s attitude is that they see themselves separate from everything; and yet you are so much more one than you can realise You all breathe the same air. You all experience the temperatures around you. You all feel happy and sad. You all have a heart; a brain. You all wish to be happy and live with your families in peace You are all trying to survive on this planet the best you know how, so why do you feel unfilled?

You see, even as we talk with you now, three times you have considered deleting what has been given, you deleted our first conversation, and you’re currently allowing the outside world to distract you, you’re feelings of dissatisfaction are not with us, but yourself and your lack of faith, again this returns us to perceptions.

Your perception of yourself and the world you live in, will determine whether or not you are open and connected to God, or whether you choose to disconnect yourself from The Creator to experience disorder, chaos and unhappiness. Let’s look at this more closely, I have just asked you what you want in your life and your answer has been happiness. But your problem lies in defining what happiness is to you. Your perception of happiness could be a trillion things. If you ask humankind for their perception of what happiness is, you will find many answers. But look to how many of those answers you get that are related to material things.

Your home that was provided here, can give you everything you need. Plants and animals were provided to bring you nourishment. Trees and rocks were provided to give shelter and protection. Water to quench your thirst. So many simple things were provided to bring abundance, so that you could all concentrate your energies on sharing and learning about your home (the world you live in), together. Yes, together you can create many beautiful things. But now humans perceptions of happiness have changed dramatically, so that your perceptions have enslaved you into a way of life that now controls you, instead of you experiencing the happiness you all so desperately seek.

Look at your world of entertainment as an example. Originally created to bring magic and excitement into your lives, you now find yourselves desensitised to the world around you. You now crave bigger and better special effects to add excitement to your lives. It is a never ending spiral of wanting more, instead of experiencing the simple pleasure of just enjoying a story. Your music is played at high volumes to drown out the simple pleasures of hearing the wind and God’s own music of nature to remind you of your connectedness with God.

Mankind’s need for love, acceptance, happiness; are all emotions. They are the energies of feelings. The richest person in the world can be someone who has very little in the material sense. For friendships; loving, sharing and experiencing life together, will bring you much more happiness than any material possession. The material possessions just embellish the real happiness.

Learn to perceive the world around you as a world of infinite possibilities. Start to see yourself as an integral part of the world. Your energies in the world you live, matter very much, so begin to recognise when you see or think of yourself as different. Look for the similarities instead. For then you will see that in reality, nearly everyone of you, is trying to achieve the same thing. Let go of the need for external distractions: your internet, your telephone, your TV, your radio. Just for a few moments, take time to seek tranquility and solace. Experience oneness with your world and the wonderful rich colours and creations around you.

You are finding our connection today, quite difficult. Perhaps it would be best if for now we reconvened at another time. Your energies are somewhat scattered and we’re aware of your pain. We would ask that you continue tomorrow and prior to that you take time to meditate and experience self connection.

For now, blessings, love and light. Archangel Metatron.